Weary and tired
Aching to the bone
Sickness throughout
Far away from home
There's no one to comfort
They're all a call away
It's only then I turn to you
And make you a part of my day
I hate this about myself
Why do I wait so long?
Only when there's no alternative
Do I give you the place where you belong
Return to my home
Distractions galore
Friends and family abound
I don't need you anymore
"I know you understand
That I just don't have the time"
Excuse assuage the guilt I feel
For leaving you behind
I hate this about myself
Why do I quickly ignore?
How could you still have a love for me
When I show you to the door?
Weary and tired
Aching to the bone
Sickness throughout
I'm far away from home
You're my only perfect love
My most precious friend
That is, until I return home
And stab you in the back again
I hate this about myself
But do I ever change?
I always end up in a situation
Where you must prove your great love for me again
